It comes a time in life when you get tired of being submissive to someone who usually treats you like ‘just another stranger’. The ‘anger in you’, the ‘bile in your throat’ keeps getting bitter and bitter as the feelings become more and more pronounced. You can’t continue anymore. You are bored of being the submissive type you were. It reaches a time when you unleash your zeal and break free off the troubles of love.
Jane Wambui has been married for almost 6 years now. She is in an abusive marriage. She has been suffering since their second year of marriage. Her husband has been a complete opposite since the day he ganged up with a group of ‘drinkers’ and ‘boozers.’ The beatings, the loud noises, her ceaseless painful screams, her daily wet pillow covers, her careless husband has been the talk of the estate ever since.
She has suffered strongly in silence. She has been extra submissive despite the entirely ’fierce lion’ she is dwelling with in the same bed. Her once cute gorgeous and admirable face has converted to an old-looking rusty piece of skin. Her plump curvy feminine body has converted to a weak looking strange body. The stress she has been having is overwhelming her day by day. Nevertheless, she is hopeful .She has hope that his husband will reform sometime later in life.
Sometimes one just feels like
It is over and over and you can’t hold it anymore
You feel broken and completely worn out
A life you have never imagined
A life you never even desired
But anyway, it just ceases if we accept and just move on
Love is never enough
Respect, loyalty and caring are ingredients too
Let’s belittle it then desire is never enough to
Build a tower of the so-called ‘super’ love
An empty lone life sometimes is much more peaceful
You blame your tools rather than restraining yourself in wicked love triangle
Ever heard a sleepless long night and you can’t wait for morning
Because the water has reached the brim
Floods overwhelmed you and not even your head power
Just excruciating pain
Your eyes wet with boluses of tears,
Your face pale and perspiring
Your fingers tired of rubbing your face
The rain has been enough to water your garden
Your plants wait for that sun that is too far to reach
The rot in the garden is enough to shatter a heart to pieces
Choose what you want to grow in e garden
Do not let the weeds flourish
You will be left hungry and starving
Making the right decision sometimes is the hardest thing in life. This comes, especially issues concerning love and long-term commitments. It needs the right consent and intervention. When some enjoy the life of being in love with someone, others are suffering from the one they love every day. However, adapting and correcting one another has helped a major deal in sorting out warring parties. The worst happens when things get brick like Jane’s but we continue to fight on having that drive that one time things will favor our side.
Other than relationships, we suffer in different ways and situations, let us persevere through having the insight that one time, we shall prosper and conquer our problems. Life will never be fair for us all through. We must struggle and persevere through in order to make it in this life.
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Posted on April 9, 2016, in BREAK UP, Relationships and tagged amor, beer, couple, disguise, drunk, fake love, girl, guy, hate, husband, jane, kenya, LADY, LoVe, man and woman, no more love, NYERI, Pillow, Relationships, sad, submissive, tears, wet, wife, worst love. Bookmark the permalink. 15 Comments.